My high school was very plain, I had no friends around, and pimples raged on my face again, making me completely locked in my shell. At that time, the economic conditions of the family were not good, and I was very dirty in dress. I was originally a prisoner, and my parents often quarreled. At that time, I was full of negative energy. I thought that life would go on like this until I met the stars. Later, I read the classic lines in "Natsume's Book of Friends" countless times: "I became so lucky because I met some gentle people." Hoshi is the gentle person.
When I was in physical education class, I was standing in the last row with my arms waving at a loss. When I felt embarrassed, I always didn't know how to place my arms. Without a doubt, I placed the order again. It seems to have become a habit. I habitually look at the people around me and laugh and play games, but I can't integrate into the group anyway. "Let's go and see the flowers over there." I raised my head and met her bright eyes like stars. My heart suddenly seemed to be hit by some kind of warm current, and my heart was filled with joy.
Xing deliberately took care of my feelings so that I didn't feel embarrassed, she was such a person. And after getting acquainted with her, I also understood the true meaning of friendship.
The second year of high school started, and Xing didn't come to class for a long time. The head teacher couldn't stand my soft and hard foaming, so he told me that she had a stomach problem, which may be caused by irregular meals in the school. When I was sad, I was planning how to find her. The school is closed management, unless there is a leave form issued by the teacher in charge, otherwise no one is allowed to enter or leave. When I told the head teacher that I wanted to see the stars, I was severely criticized. Schoolwork is so stressful, free time is already a luxury, who will bear the risks of going out. I went back to the classroom in disgrace, as if it was snowing in my heart.
In September, Qingdao brought some cold sea breeze, and there were not many tourists. For Qingdao, I am a foreigner. Two years ago, I came here to do business with my parents, and everything is still as strange as before.
When I was studying in the morning, I was called outside by the teacher in charge. She handed me the phone and told me that it was from the star. She told me that she would be integrated into our big family soon, but it's not there yet. full recovery. The environment of the hospital is full of the smell of disinfectant, and the snow-white walls also express the emotions that make people want to escape. She speaks very softly, it should be very weak.
After the National Day, I ran into a star who had recovered from a serious illness. At that time, my grades improved rapidly. To paraphrase the class teacher, I was not stupid, but often lacked perseverance and goals. When I saw Xing Xing in the classroom, she was looking at the monthly test rankings in the classroom. I went up and grabbed her arm and asked her how she was feeling. Xing said happily, "You have made progress very fast recently. It's okay." Give me a make-up lesson at the time."
Her grades have always been excellent, so I don't worry at all that she will be knocked down because of a minor illness. When shopping, Xing bought two copies of "Memory is the Sea in the Eyes", one for me. The title page of the book contains a lyric excerpt from her: "Will the sky stop raining, will it clear up, and will happiness wait for me and you at the end." Later, I gave her a copy of Dazai Osamu's Disqualification in the World. .
When Zhang Haochen's "Memory is the Sea in the Eyes" was released, Xing and I ushered in the third year of high school.
After that, we experienced the harshest winter. Both the star and I knew that winter would pass, and everything was new when the spring flowers bloomed. With the passage of time, everything became clear. She and I engraved our dreams deeply in our minds. My obsession is to go back to my hometown to study a good university. Xing is more inclined to go to Beijing.
The bell for the college entrance examination rang and disappeared. The admission notice was delivered, and the stars and I got our wish.
Nowadays, most of the people who are familiar with are scattered in all corners of the world. I have only recently realized the opportunities for gathering and dispersing. People who have been persistently holding on will eventually stay away one day. Think about the star, although she doesn't contact me often, but she is in my heart. I hope we can all meet a gentle person in the rainy season of youth.
